halloween.

...enhances how scary life could be.
costume or no costume, you can never hide true feelings.
I've been through a lot. Everyone has been through a lot. But you can never say you're going through something alone. to the point that you tend to push everyone aside because you feel as if everything is falling apart. because there are a few out there who are going through or have gone through something similar as you.
Song that may come to mind at the moment would probably be.. Selfish by NSYNC. As much as it hurts, I am up for it because I know in the end it'll be well worth the wait.

I've come to the realization that...People can't be happy with someone else if they're not happy with themselves first. Now that is when the understanding point of view comes in. For a relationship to work you have two people. Both people grow together in order to ensure the well-being of one another. That is when you begin to learn sometimes you have to sacrifice a lot in order to make something work. That is when you know its more than just something ordinary.

I'm in a poopy mood. Hope my day doesn't completely disappoints me.

Work 3pm-8pm
B-day Party (maybe)
Home. Sleep.

Happy Halloween. Be safe tonight.