VENT

here's a few things that need to be said:

_work has been good to me. of course there were its moments when i dreaded it but usually at the end of my shifts i'm content. I figured if I'm going to end up doing something much similar to what I've been involved with, then I have to make the best of it. in the end, I love work. and most of all i love my co-workers.
_some people are selfish. They worry about themselves before the matter at hand... i love my grandma and she deserves the best. i'm glad she lives with my family instead of yours. you don't abandon people you love.
_got 3 of my grades, waiting on 2 more ... i passed the 2 that i was most worried about. the rest is cake =)
_Friends come and go, this year a lot of that has happened. May be unfortunate, may be a good thing, either way in the end... once a friend always a friend.

hello goodbye.

Last night I was at the airport because my boyfriend, his mom and his brothers were all heading to the Philippines for the holidays. Being there with him and his family was very comforting and to have seen him leave seriously felt like a big part of me left with him. He gave me the biggest hug and kiss goodbye. and all that just triggered my tears and the feeling of knowing that I'm going to miss him so much. I mean you'll think I'm crazy with the fact that he'll only be gone for a measly 12days, but to me that will feel like forever :\ I love him, and I know that he'll be ok. He gets to spend time with family over there and do all the fun stuff over there.

It's day #1 and I already miss his voice.
he left me a voicemail so that I'd be able to listen to it whenever I miss him, especially for during the time before i go to sleep.

He's amazing, loving, caring, and responsible. I wouldn't want to be with anyone else but him. Have a safe trip my love, I'll see you home soon!

<3 to <3

Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy... Anger... Tears... Laughter... it's when you want to be together despite it all. That's when you truly love each other.

you are better for me and I am better for you.

the feeling of not knowing...

...always gets to me.
How do I explain