if only...

you could throw your life into a big sifter and sift away the things in life that you don't need or don't find much importance in. Then ta da! you'll be happily left with everything that your heart desires. Unfortunately we aren't given that option. Instead we carefully have to hand select the good from the bad. But what happens when something you think is good, goes bad. Do you throw it back into the pile and choose another with hopes for something better? or keep what you got in hopes that with time it'll change. Its tough to want something, and then when you finally get it, something else has to come up to make everything seem incomplete once again. OR am I just overreacting...
I already understand that change is inevitable and that it only affects you if you allow it to get to you. but sometimes its the effort that a person may or may not exert that ruins friendships/relationships/etc. Learn to appreciate people.

July is coming to an end. and August is just around the corner.
what to look forward to:
birthdays friends&family
beach days
bbqs, bonfires.
theme parks
1 month of summer left
back to school shopping.

I'm happy and lucky to have everything I've got. just sometimes...












holding hands is overrated.
its all about holding feet :P
haha jk.
i love lawrence anthony

more that meets the eye

Retro1 by kaylakayyy featuring Ray

You might think that this set is quite odd looking. But I think that those shoes are just adorable :P

Its summer and unfortunately this past week I've been struck with the Flu. Until today I'm feeling much better. I didn't really have to lay in bed like a zombie and I was able to eat more than yesterday without feeling nauseated.

stop. hammer time.

"The deepest secret is that life is not a process of discovery, but a process of creation. You are not discovering yourself, but creating yourself anew. Seek therefore, not to find out Who You Are, but seek to determine Who You Want to Be."

Summer is definitely in the weather and its HOT. gives me this mixed love/hate feeling.

beach1 by kaylakayyy featuring Dorothy Perkins

trip to the beach anyone?

Ramblings:
_Roller coasters are fun. but not when your life seems like you're constantly on one.
_I wish I could go shopping :P
_Tomorrow is going to be a fun-filled day.
_I'm happy with my life for the most part.
_its just a few little things that can drag me down.
_finding who I want to be is a work in progress.
_I gotta take care of myself.
_Summer adventures are amazing.
_I hate when creeper old men stare at me.
_sometimes I wonder if I went to a school of arts or design. Would it be possible to make it in the Fashion world. That rush, and environment makes me happy.
_I'm feeling...restless.

i hate times when...

you put effort into something, and get NOTHING in return. So then you get to the point where you think "fuck, i'm over it".

Dark1 by kaylakayyy featuring French Connection accessories

happier note. this set is ugly. i'm not really into it right now...

some good things must come to an end

...summer school is winding down and tomorrow is the last day. I'm a little bummed because I've enjoyed this class so much. Makes me appreciate marine life so much more, and actually makes me want to visit so many areas where such animals live (tidepools, aquariums, etc.)

I guess since one thing ends, another good thing begins...for me...its SUMMER TIME. I can't wait to go body boarding, learn how to skim board, barbecues, bonfires, fishing, and a heck of a lot MORE. To think I had a blast even if I was in summer school, I can't imagine how much fun I'll have since I'll be out of summer school. Hopefully work gives me reasonable hours. :)

its not everyday...

...that you get surprised with tickets to SeaWorld :)...
I know this is all late because I went on June 19. but better late than never to share some fun times. I wanted to show a few pictures from the day the boyfriend surprised me with the actual ticket (June 16). and pictures from the day of.

_ Shamu showing off
_ A friendly dolphin who decided that it wanted to be in the spotlight.
_ One of my favorite marine animal. the Chambered Nautilus.

I had so much fun. I'm pretty sure my summer is going to be amazing!

July 1st

I can't believe the last time I blogged on this was back in May? and its already July now. Time seems to be passing quicker than I thought. but at least its all in good....i mean GREAT fun. Summer started off well even if I'm in summer school. I think summer school is what gave it a little kick in adventures with all the little field trips that came with it. Trips to the beach, dog park, Sea World, and all that good stuff has been quite amazing. I've done more in these past 3 months than I've ever done in my life. and to think that this is only the beginning.

Happiness comes if you allow it to.
_My family is getting closer in ways of more support, friendship, and love.
_Friends...to be honest we drifted apart. BUT it has its days when we can all simply reunite and seem as if nothing has ever changed. that's what I love most about them.
_Lawrence, what can I say. He's a real big reason why everything is so perfect, or what seems to be close to perfect.

Summer school is going to be over next week. so I'm pretty sure the fun will kick in x100. Everything is falling into place. Never have I imagined it to be this way. but I'm definitely glad things happen.