successful in more ways than one

So last night I succeeded in pulling an infamous all-nighter and I finished my essay. I felt quite accomplished but then got tired halfway through my day. class was very interactive. went to lunch with my friends. went home. napped for about 2hrs? and then went with my sister to Albertsons and we both bought pumpkins to carve. I ended up carving a wolf and my sister did a tiger. (I will post pictures soon) It brought memories back from the good ole days when my sisters and I used to enjoy removing the inner part of the pumpkin. Getting my hands all covered in pumpkin guts made me laugh a lot :)

Tomorrow my teacher had canceled my 3:30 class so that meant more time to prepare items for Fall Fellowship and Banquet this Saturday. I am hoping it turns out better than expected. My big and Leo worked super hard on putting the event together so I'm hoping for the best. I feel like dancing!

Sometimes I still get bothered with things here and there. I've grown to let go over these past few months, yet I find myself still in the process of getting out. But for some reason it feels as if I've been trapped. That or my mind is just keeping myself trapped when I could simply set myself free.

So much on my mind, and as much as I'd like to share how I feel, I don't think it can be possible in my situation. and for me sometimes its best to keep things unsaid. tomorrow is another busy day.
au revoir.