the start...

..of a long year. It has already been a little more than a month since school started and I've already been stressed enough as it is. So many things have happened leaving me with the thought that things will never be the same after shit happens. But it is the calm after the storm that is what I look forward to most. I've met and kept the positive gains that I would want to remain in my life. As for the negatives, its just that extra baggage I have to drag along the way. I'm sorry if nothing seems to make sense, but that's the beauty of it all. Life doesn't have to make sense, but what is important is the sense that we make out of life. I should be happy, I think I'm happy. I just want to reach the point where i know that im happy. School, Alpha Phi Omega, friends, and family seems to have gotten the best of me these days, along with the worst. I'm a wreck, crazy fool, mad woman, whatever it may be :P. but stay tuned.