Monday, October 6, 2008

everyone has their bad days.

mine just had to be today.

I wake up to find that my laptop charger isn't as in top shape as it was when I bought it. For some odd reason it needs some fidgeting around with before you can get it to work properly. On top of that this morning I found a slight crack on my $53 case that I bough
t gahh. and on Sunday I've seemed to misplace or even lost $40 that my mom gave me :( sooo sad. continuing on with today, I was using my friends' super glue earlier and then it started to leak and it leaked onto my Tru Religions!! I was devastated because now I don't know how to get it off. Surely enough I am going to try acetone, but I am afraid it's going to damage my favorite black pair of jeans :( and so today for my Psychology class Clarice and I thought that our Behavioral Explanation was due today but unfortunately after working on it, it so happens to be due one Wednesday instead! Great. Everything seemed to be going down the drain today, the only thing that made me happy was the 5hr nap that I took :p.

Irritation. Sometimes things get carried away, and emotions are messed around with. Do you ever know when to stop? Im not ready to say some things, and I don't want to be forced or rushed. Makes me sad sometimes too. I feel like I overreact to things from time to time, but if you were in my position, it becomes quite obnoxious and unecessary. A lot went through my mind today somethings shouldn't even have been in my thoughts, yet I keep finding myself in that same position. I hate replaying the past in my head. I hate having that fear in the pit of my stomach, that one day everything is going to crash again. I'm worried. I'm afraid. I'm upset.

Within your lifetime you may experience a series of unfortunate events that you just have to learn to deal with...as for me, my time is now.

1 comments:

Krizia said...

What the heck? You have a pair of Tru Religions?! Do you have any jeans you don't wear anymore that you can donate to the Krizia Kloset? My only pair of jeans (the ones you gave me) are getting worn out :P