Scarves, Hats, Gloves, and Warm Drinks

As the Fall season is slowly making its way in I've found comfort in a hot cup of tea and layers of clothing. The weather seriously gets the best of me. Fall means, new clothing styles, 3 of the Best holidays of the year, my birthday, snow, and the year coming to an end. As for the cons it consists of projects due, midterms, research papers, and finals, which all fall under the category of school blah.

I'm genuinely a happy person. I have the necessities in life that can make me happy for years to come. From family to friends, a good education, social life, etc. However I feel like I'm missing something sometimes. I look back in the past and I noticed I was a very involved person: Filipino Dance Group, Tennis, Piano, Choir, Etc. I used to always look forward to performing or doing something out of just school and home. Work however has been wonderful and understanding. But besides all that I feel like I have nothing that I'm passionate for to lean towards. Alpha Phi Omega however brought attention to me through the bonds and friendships I've gained. The community service available gives me only so much as to being able to make that certain change in someone's life. I just need to find something I can give most of my attention to.
...I sat down in front of the piano the other day, and just played. It felt good to put my feelings through music.

I'm mad, sad, frustrated. why? because I'm still hurting.