selfish

I took a few friends' advice and spent the WHOLE day at home, just chillin' I got a few things out of my day that seemed accomplishing. I was able to talk to my mom about life stuff, made a salad, washed my car, watched episodes of Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill, Privileged, and The Game that I've missed this past week. and I also gave myself some time to contemplate on a few things. I've been noticing that a lot has been changing so suddenly lately, but it's one of those things that you just have to deal with bc it's a understandable situation. I miss a lot of things, but I'm thankful to have been able to get closer to my lil. He must be tired of me by now, but I appreciate his support. as for my big she's still hands down, the best big ever. Lately I've been trying to keep myself busy so that emotions and thoughts wouldn't corrupt my daily living. It has worked for the most part, but I do wonder how long I'd be able to keep this up