resistance.

I'm trying to resist the urge to want to make things better. But the matter is not in my hands. I've done all that I could do. I just wished for a better outcome. I will be honest with myself and everyone else. I miss him. I miss the laughter. His company during either breakfast/lunch/dinner or even just being around him. But most of all I miss the friendship. Being able to know someone like him is there, to call when I feel like crap or to vent about how stupid things are from time to time. I know there are those who I can turn to for all that. but he was a big part of my life that I barely got to grasp a connection with. Despite the issues that came up, it was something that I was willing to work around to make at least just a friendship work. I hope to get over all of this one day, but to think that throwing away what could have been one of those life-long friendships would haunt me for days, months, or even years to come. You don't meet that many people in your life in which you can actually say, he/she changed my life for the better.

Maynard Navalta. Son, Brother, Husband, and Father to 3 girls. Died last night in a Motorcyle accident on his way home from work. He retired from the Military not to long ago and was only in his late 20s. He was the eldest out of 7 kids and was a very responsible individual. Just to think someone that you've seen and grown up with throughout your childhood is now dead and gone. It takes someone to pass away, to realize that life is too short to waste time. You will be greatly missed.

This winter break has seemed unbelievably long. Starting tomorrow Spring semester begins, and I surely can't wait to see where it takes me. Lets hope for the best.