i hate goodbyes.

so my eldest sister is leaving to go back to New York in a few hours. and a part of me is feeling a little sad. she honestly is the glue that sticks the family together.

I have nothing really to look forward to today... I do know that I have to wake up in about 6hrs to go to church. wait around to call in for my on-call. and have the possibility of working or just spending time with my bests. The days have seemed to grow longer. I don't know what to expect anymore...my winter break isn't what I expected. a lot of things have changed over the past few weeks since school got out. and it's different. its surely going to take some getting used to. however, I am looking forward to going snowboarding this week, with people I care about, it's exciting.