ironic

its weird to feel this way. to want so much more but just can't get to it.

being surrounded by a different group of people tonight was quite interesting. I liked the atmosphere and the whatever attitude.

i feel like a bug. that someone gets irritated of and would want to swat away. and i guess that's what i'll do fly away from it, and just mind my own business. that's how it's supposed to be right? but then how come it's so tough.