rocker

So an hour or so ago, my sister and I were talking and she mentioned how I go for a rocker look in my style. And defensively I replied "No I don't". Well a few minutes after once we ended the conversation I was looking through the new issue of Seventeen magazine I came across a page with shoes and the image to the left of this blog caught my eye. It so happens that it was specifically categorized under the style "rocker".
On top of all that, aren't these shoes cute? they have that zipper detail that makes it either casual or formal. The heel is a bit too high for me though, but maybe if I try them on I'd fall in love some more. But because financially I should be saving up, I will have to refrain from purchasing them.
So today was very productive. I went to class watched an Underwater birth video, and I can honestly say from watching that, one day I would probably want to go through that procedure rather than a hospital setting and medications. Natural birth that way seemed to form a different connection between the mother and child along with the husband as well. After class I came back to the union and said hello to my fellow AphiO Bros. Took the extra free time out of my day to go to the Horn Center and start on some early homework and readings. Time passed, and soon headed for home. I was able to watch past episodes of Gossip Girls and One Tree Hill that I missed this past monday. They were amazing! now I have to wait 2 weeks for another new episode. I knocked out for a bit. woke up and ate like crazy. In the meantime I'm probably going to eat some more when my sister comes home from work. I sure hope this is PMS-eating.
Wow where to begin, so much drama is yet to come my way...school, fraternity issues, busy work schedule, etc. I'm starting to lose hope in myself, in current situations, and in life itself. I don't want to be in that apathetic state again. So I am trying, maybe I just need to try harder. but sometimes I can't help but think...
Why isn't my best ever good enough?