unsatisfied.

with myself and a whole bunch of other things.

Work although was quite interesting today. I worked friday, saturday, and sunday. I am quite proud of myself especially knowing that means a big check is going to come my way.

Please disregard my last post. I think I'm going crazy. But who isn't crazy these days...
I do however hate the position I'm in. I'm happy enough to the point that I should be thankful for what I am able to receive. But the selfish part of me is hurting.
I hate this restraint, of wanting to do certain things, but isn't able to...makes me sad all over again.
tell me how to feel. I want to know if you're happy or if there is something that I might accidentally do that may make everything fall apart. I hate having questions with no answers.

Seeing Sampaguita friends last night was out of the blue. It was my attempt to step out of my comfort zone and it was too awkward at first. I do however miss dancing, made me want to do it all over again, but I'm already in too many other activities.

I'm going to be up all tonight!
studying? about women lol.

% days til my bday...