Lately I've had a lot on my mind and i feel like I'm having trouble expressing how i feel. I feel troubled and lost in a sense that I'm losing the idea of who i am. Last night I had a dream, and for some reason I felt as if this dream was trying to tell me something. Was it trying to guide me towards a sense of direction. or was it giving me answers to questions I've been forming in my head, or could it just simply be meaningless?. change and time. change and time.

am i happy or am i trying too hard to be happy.
i need someone to talk to, but i don't at the same time.
this is surely an issue with myself...

mon Dieu!