so close, yet so far

...I hate that feeling of being an inch away to something you've been searching for and having to miss it because of other priorities...I guess the search continues on...

Recently I had declared my Major in Fashion Merchandising, and a Minor in Hospitality Food Service and Hotel Management. Weird combination right? well I did think about it for a while now, along with my other thoughts and ideas about what I wanted to be. Trying to find the right thing for me was so difficult. Inspiration from seeing people be in love with what they do makes me want to feel that same passion. So it begins. MetroPark...I love my job. I know there are days where I may absolutely hate it, but for the majority of time spent with that company and with the many co-workers I've met, I realized that I should do what I am interested in most. That's when I was certain that this major/minor is the route I want to take. The same day I declared my major, a fashion merchandising opportunity already appeared to me. And just yesterday the interview had arrived and she was explaining how she believes I would qualify best for this position. An hour after the interview she calls to schedule an appointment and I leaped for the chance, also at that moment I asked a few questions I was concerned about and it didn't hit me until I got off the phone. they were asking for 20hrs/week to do the un-paid internship. 20 HOURS?? realistically, looking at my schedule i can only offer about 10-12hrs :( because my school schedule is pretty much their work hours...this is one opportunity, and I'm sure I'll find another one. It's just a matter of time, and how much I'm willing to do ALL of this.

...searching once again.

western by kaylakayyy featuring Marc Jacobs bags

side note: I really want these Steve Madden Cognac boots...

http://www.zappos.com/steve-madden-brio-cognac-leather