ending one. starting a new.

2008...what can I say? you've treated me so harsh this year.
So many things happened, and so many things didn't happen. I think I've experienced so many emotions in one year than I had ever experienced in my whole life. A lot has happened and so many things have changed, it's hard to say that things will be okay, because sometimes I don't know if it will be in the end. So Here's the Breakdown:

Family: I love them unconditionally. No matter how irritating or annoying they may seem to get, at the end of the day I am unbelievably grateful for them. They've been there for me through everything and anything. Even if I don't want them to be there for me, they still end up being there. Thanks for pushing me to succeed, to want to be better, and to want to make you proud.

Friends: My friends have been there since day one in this chapter of my life. Whether we have seemed to drift apart, it is somewhat easy to say, we can still be best friends again in the end. Friendships aren't ever perfect. There will be the times when issues arise but you just gotta pull through and remember the good and the bad, because in the ends its what makes friendships stronger. My best friends are amazing in every way possible. It is the memories that I make with them that will last me a lifetime.

Fraternity: Alpha Phi Omega. Mu Class. Alpha Family. You have made me a better person in more ways than one. On top of all that you've given me the chance to add new additions of wonderful people into my life. People who I can't even imagine what I would do without them. I love the friendships I've made, the people I can learn to trust, and the stronger person I have become because of all this. To my Sexy Fatass Rockstars, you guys have grown to be a really big part of my life. Food alone cannot make me happy but with food and the company of you guys makes it a whole lot better :)

Luna Marie: You made me soo mad last night by peeing on my bed, and pooping in the room. I was only gone for a few minutes and i had to come back to that? oh babygirl. I am upset. but I still do love you. Even though I know you can't read this, just make sure to not do that again, and that even if you piss me off, I'll love you forever.

My Heart: You have been through it all. The pain, happiness, sorrow, etc. but I guess I don't regret it one bit. It was those times that really helped me realize a lot, better late than never right? and so here you are now so weak yet so strong but still willing to love again eventually. "Sometimes the memories are worth the pain"

As for now, I am not as happy as I would like to be. but things will change, if not now then later. just as long as "eventually" will eventually happen. For 2009, you better be a DAMN good year because from this past one, I think I deserve a break.