so as I...

lazily lounge on my bed, waiting for the day to pass, with my Pandora playlist on blast, I wonder what's in store for me in the future. I want to be good at something one day.
_I want a Professional Career with a degree in Child Development, while being able to express my passion for fashion on the side.
_This splash of realization and belief in myself needs to grow.
_As time passes, I begin to fade in the eyes of others. I lost friends of the past and it really sucks because sometimes I'm in need of an unbiased opinion other than my own.
_I find that I talk to myself a lot about how I feel.
_Sometimes words cannot describe my feelings.
EFF...