i get..

easily frustrated with myself.

I tend to feel not good enough or even that I don't deserve things in my life. Am I not working hard enough? let alone at all? I'm disappointed with my habits, the way I think, and the mere fact of just how I am as a person. I don't write these things to just complain and have you sympathize for me, but to possibly expel what it is inside that's bothering me because frankly I can't seem to figure it out myself out.