video blog failed :P

hahaha so I think yesterdays' video blog will be my last one. Due to some complaints haha jk i'm just going to hold off on those til I get familiar with how to convey information without being boring or some sort. Today's rainfall was amazing :) I can't seem to express how much I just love it when the rain pours. Rain seems like a cleansing of the earth in which everything is washed and is left clean and refreshed. Enough about rain, and more about me :) Lately I've been more happy, down to earth, and more determined to do better in what has been given to me. With Alpha Phi Omega, I've been devoting a good amount of time to the position I hold in order to make sure that during my term I did the best I could do and so that one day someone can say "I remember that one fellowship Kayla did..." As for friends, all I can really say is that we are all BUSY doing our own thing. A lot of us have our own tasks to carry out and so sometimes we are so focused on one thing more than the other. Yet somehow, some way we are able to settle down for even at least a few minutes to an hour to just catch up on how the other is doing. I like that. I like being able to go to my best friends. no matter how long we haven't spoken, and to be able to just talk as if nothing changed. For my family, I know times are tough, and we learn to work together in order to help one another. I love how close we are even if we tend to always seem annoyed or upset. I must admit as much as I think my mother is annoying, I love her to death :P

Navy Update: It is still in my thoughts. The idea of leaving and going away is exciting, but at the same time I fear the things that I cannot experience until I actually go. Such as boot camp, basic training etc. I know I'm a baby and I would probably have constant emotional breakdowns, but I need that push to be able to live a life that is unordinary and honorable. If I were to change the world, joining would definitely be a good start.

I'm done with school for the day. and I have Soup Kitchen Volunteering tonight from 5:00pm-7:30pm, I'm pretty excited. It's going to be monday #2 in a row! Rush week starts on Tuesday! I'm SUPER EXCITED.
[vgy y ji ft] <- Clarice messing with my keyboard as she sits next to me in Psychology class.